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All Good Things Come to an End

2007-09-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

September is coming to an end and October is almost kicking in, which meant a whole lot of works and project on the line. And why so? Our science fair is going to start at October4-5 so we have one more week to prepare. So far, every SP sections are participating while I, on the other hand is trying to get busy. Dozens of problems suddenly swept in my foot and I don't know which one I should fix first. Friends, school, love, family, social life.. Gah! I'm so confused. I want to break down. Well, I always did but it never changed anything. Upcoming event is my mum's birthday to be celebrated at Sept30 in our house. LOL (: And so I'm addicted to Timbaland's The Way I Are song. It's stuck on my head over and over. Nothing much has really happened in this month. I'm bored and I've got nothing really to do. 2nd quarterly exams are going near, so as the Intramurals, Science Fair, etc.. So much for child abuse, I'm with a freshman student! D: Yes, I admit it's kinda 'WTF?' at first but heyy I like him so yadaa. Know the saying, "Age doesn't matter"? I think it really matters if you prioritize more on your dignity but me? I don't really give a damn.

Is it really worth it?

2007-09-08T05:27:00.000+08:00

I have a great news! :D It's about school. Our Form 138 aka the Card is finally in our hands since yesterday afternoon! The grades aren't that high so you could all laugh at it. But hey! I got 3 line of 9's pronto & I guess I could be partially proud of it.. Want to hear the average?

Filipino 89
English 85
Math (Advanced Algeb) 81
Science III (Advance Chem) 83
MAKABAYAN 87
* Social Studies III 84
* TLE III 88
* MAPEH III 85
* Values ED III 90
Journalism / Creative Writing 91
BioTech / Advance Stat 90
Science III b (Basic Physics) 85

Although I flunked Algebra( did I ever mention I have the lowest grade in the subject?) and Chemistry(w/c I unbelievably believe I have a very low average since I got 5 perfect score in the quiz) I'm still happy with the line of 9's. My mum was quite proud when I handed them my report card. Yesterday when our class adviser handed me a wrong report card, I was laughing my ass out! I got 89.67 in general average, until Kate read the name and it wasn't mine. Poof! Which got me a low average of 86.38 (my real one). But I promise I'll try harder this 2nd quarter since according to my sources, this is the hardest grading. I'm not really satisfied with my grades but I could still bare with it. I didn't get the lowest average anyways.

Too bad I ain't in the mood for celebrating. The reason? Deadly diet pills. As much as hard as it is, I tried one yesterday. And I should say, the side-effects isn't going well for me. I felt really cold yesterday after I drank one. I still have my period which made me very emotional. But to tell the truth? It really is effective. I'm not encouraging friends or readers to buy one too. All that I'm saying is, it's bad for the body. Yes, I'm going to take 3 pills. Three whole pills in three consecutive days and that's it. I admit that I can't sleep at night, due to the cocaine inside it. In my other side of mind tells me I'm devouring on drugs. Another yes, the pills are drugs, uh, not quite, but I think it is. It all started when Nikita was getting slimmer, sexier, thiner or whatever sexy words you insert. I wasn't the only one who's noticing it, but also my friends. One time we went to the Girl's CR, this conversation suddenly occurs:

Nikx: Hey! Gusto nyo bang pumayat?
Me: Of course nman 'noh! (looking at Niki's blouse) Teka ha, ikaw nga pumapayat na eh! Have you noticed Issa?
Issa: Oo nga eh! Ano bang secret mo Nikki? Hehe..
Nikx: Try nyo Pearl White. It's really effective!
Me&Issa: Pearl white? Ano yun?
Nikx: Umm, gamot xa. Effective talaga promise! Acoh nga eh tingnan nyo (showing her uniform blouse) and luwag na nga saken nito eh (showing her uniform skirt) pati eto!

I suddenly noticed the thick black cycling she's wearing and no kidding, at that time I wanted to try one! The information they gave me was quite true, that you'll get sweaty everytime & lack the energy to eat food. Oh, and also you can't sleep at night. True enough, I slept at 1am earlier. Tired of stress yesterday, I retired at the bed at 10pm but I couldn't sleep. I think I closed my eyes at 10:30pm something? And woke up at 1am and slept at 1:30am and woke up again this 5am in the morning by my mum's bag zippers since they're going to Manila. I still have 3 more pills left (since Ina asked for one yesterday). I really want to lost these pounds! My hips, my waist, my arms, my legs, I want to burn all those fats and I'm really desperate! But the thoughts about dying haunts me. Like, is this really worth it?

Anyways, we have a 2day event at school. Youth for Christ camp! And I'm excited about it! It's gonna start this 8am in the morning. Rujie and Clarissa with drop by at out house to help me pack my things and such. So far I had a talk with one of the YFC officer. He said the activity's until midnight! WOOT! But I'm still scared, what if small amount of girls are present? Which leaves us at the scary lair of Tomas del Rosario College. And I DON'T want THAT to happen. So, I better start eating now and get dressed. Expect gazillion of photos and stories tomorrow! (:

After-exam blues.

2007-09-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry if I haven't updated! I went to Manila for a vacation. Hospital vacation to be exact. I'm not going to write a long post fo` now. So let me summarize what happened. My father was confined at St. Lukes Medical Center. While in Manila, I ate heavy fast foods. Fats. Cholesterol. Yes. Oh, and I'm single. And now, it's for sure. I'm kinda sad.. I couldn't bare losing him. I cried so hard last time. And I know I started it and it's my fault. But I can't take it anymore. It's so hard dealing with him.

So much more, but I have to go now. Oh and, here's a late pic-post of the Chocolate Fondue.

Birthday Parties

2007-08-28T06:56:00.002+08:00

So sorry for not updating! I don't have much photos to put here this week since my mum stormed away the Digi-cam and I have too much pictures that I haven't uploaded yet. Anyways, 2 days ago, we celebrated my Tita's birthday at their house. I don't know how to explain much but there were lots of foods! Italian ones! I guess my other aunt was sensing I was coming since they served Italian and.. Chocolate Fondue! Hell yes! I got addicted with it! There were marshmallows and banana slices in serve and a few sticks bundled up together. I took one and poked the marshmallow. God was it so heaven. I love it~ ♥ And right now I'm missing it D: I have a photo of me eating it and the solo pic of the Fondue itself but like I have said, my mum took it away. So like I ate macaroni, beef fetuchini[?] and nothing else more. Since I already ate pancit canton in the house.

Yesterday? Was nothing really great. I was just in the house doing friendster, the net and watching. I didn't have load for the day since my smart textmates were lessen. Take note, my original sim card is still in use, by my ex, Gerome! I seriously miss my old sim card :[

I have nothing really to do today. I might double post later on since I'm so bored at the house. My dad won't let me out for some whatnot reason. Oh and belated happy birthday to Rujie and.. a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN LOYOLA. :]

[To Alvin:]
Hey! Sorry baka ndi kmi mkapunta ni Ichapot kela Bruno, wa money si Issa eh and baka ndi rin acoh pyagan pudra coh. Alam mo nman, regards nlng sa inuman nyo and bgo mong lovelife :P

Oi, para sau 2ng survey na 2 Monay! XD Haha, wala lang. Pa-epal lang kc eh :P

20 love questions
If you opened it, you have to do it.

1. Three Names You Go By:
* Nina, Nansvi, Kim. Misa would do. LOL

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right
Now?
* night gown, undies, headphones

Love Survey

You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY

[01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
* nope, wala na :]

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
* duh

03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
* none that i know :))

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?
* bloody many times.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
* depends.

[06] Whats your current problem?
* exam results

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
* everyone does

[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
* is.. crap. won't work out, unless makatakas ang lovelife nyo sa pang2time nya :P

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
* yes

[10] Do you believe the
statement, "Once a cheater always a
cheater"?
* YES >:]

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
* 2-4

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
* black orange pink

[14] Do you believe your truly love
only once?
* hmmm... next question please :P

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
* the idea's no, because you'll never
fall in love again 'cuz you belive
you've found the right person already.

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex.
* when i was.. prep. haha

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
* definitely Iris.

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
* yup :P

[19] Do you like anyone?
* yah

[20]Do you believe in second chances?
* no. never utmost.

Oh and I'm making a new story called, Juicy Fruit Pop. It's about 3 highschool lads who'll deal with life's challenges as they meet their lovers-in-crime, and we mean, literally in crime.

To Jancis, Yujina, Cathy, Thonnica, Joyce & Jaira, remember the story I promised? I'm kinda out of ideas kasi. x_x as of now, may 2 nagback-out, and reserved position. Eto list ng characters oh~

[+] Thonnica (Rich Kids)
[+] Cathy (Rich Kids)
[+] Yujina (Celebrity)
[+] Jahnz (Scholar)
[+] Joyce (Bully) Joyce, peace! Eto napunta sau eh :P
[+] Jaira (Normal Lifestyle)
[+] Nina (Transferee)

Bale ang kulang, exchange student and accelerated types. For applicants, please inform me at the Tagbox located at the right side of the page. Haha :)) So anyways, I have to eat my breakfast now. Like I'm so excited about it, I'm craving for Oatmeal! Though the taste seems like.. uhh a little, gasolina it's still healthy! I eat it for breakfast and dinner only. :P I'm going to buy flavored ones as soon as my dad and I finished the whole plain pack. No on my webcam for today guys, maybe later?

EXAM WEEK OVER!

2007-08-25T06:24:00.000+08:00

And after 4 whole days of studying non-stop, our 1st quarterly exam are finally over! You can't exactly paint my grimy face since I don't know how to smile and in what angle. And I know it doesn't make sense so yadaaa. It started off on Tuesday morning, Physics & Filipino were first. I had a hard time in Physics! Since that's the only subject that I did not understand since the beginning of the lesson! I felt the urge of opening my notes but no I won't to that. The 2nd day was MAPEH and English. English was not that bad, except for the last parts. I forgot what are the kinds of expression & conjunctions D: Oh and MAPEH was HELL hard as HELL and you don't know how much HELL I would use. It was SO many. And to think I didn't study MAPEH, yes. No studying at all. Moving on, the 3rd day is Algebra and TLE. Both exams were okay at the first parts of the exam but when you get deeper on the page, it gets harder! Good thing I woke up at 4 in the morning just to study TLE since I studied Algebra since I went home from the 2nd exam day. Finally the last exam day, Social Studies and Journalism. I took 9 hours for reviewing Social Studies! I even forgot to review journalism and guess what?! None of the questions that I studied about was there! It got me mad. I mean, our teacher in Social Studies didn't give us the scope and type of test we're going to have, but I'm not mad at her. In Journalism, I only studied about those with the identification & enumeration notes but who would've thought she would write fill in the blanks about the Do's and Dont's in that subject.

As the exams were over, I felt relaxed but not really relived since we still don't know what the results are. I don't know if I'll fail but yes I'm sure I'll fail. I have the knack of forgetting all the things I studied about when the exams are there so I don't know. Let's just wait and see.

So today is Saturday, and I have nothing to do really. Since I'm sure my dad won't allow me to go out with Clarissa anymore and my mum, knowing my mum. *sigh* I am SO bored! To think we'll have a 4day vacation, and classes will be resumed at Wednesday, I don't know what else to do. Any bright ideas?

On my webcam:
Another webcam pic~ xD! Since I'm bored to death yesterday and just went home from McDo, I decided to take webcam shots again from my YM. Right now I'm feeling dirty, literally. I might go for a hot shower after this post.

Current mood: Sleepy
Currently Listening In: Ikaw Lamang [Silent Sanctuary]
Watching: Monster-In-Law
On the pic: Burger McDo from.. McDo :) Red/Black ribbon & bear bands, black choker w/ silver details (Correct me if I'm wrong, I don't even know if choker is the right word from my accessory in my right arm)

From the last post I had, my sims is deleted. It's sad since I want to play. So maybe it's just me, and the PC, and my iPod, my phone, my 2 cell phones & the TV. Life is quite boring nee? But it's amazing (:

Rainy Rains.

2007-08-18T09:05:00.001+08:00

I'm bored, weakly bored. But not bored to death though. Today's another not-so-bright Saturday morning. The rain has stopped but I guess it'll pass by again after a couple of minutes. My mum arrived home at 8:00am, not really so excited about it. I woke up at 5:30 in the morning to be greeted by text messages from Tholitz telling me nasty stuffs about my texting habits. Truth is, I didn't text anyone in my globe sin besides Yujina, Armi & Craisberl. I don't get why he's so jealous at all. They're my friends so what's the problem with that? I guess I'll have to learn more about him and try to understand his reasons. The funny part about it is I get jealous too whenever I see his girls and whatsoever persons. Yes, his friends are all nice and.. wild (?) but they're really friendly to me. They're all happy persons and oh-so-sarcastic but hey it's enthusiastic much :) I want this week to be over. The long vacation is keeping me up all day to study and now my mum is here, *sigh* it'll be one tough day. Oh and my webcam is working again! :D

On my webcam:
I know it's a crappy pic from Yahoo Messenger, but that's all I could pose right now. It's live la~ :3 You can all ask for my YM ID in my tagbox and I'll hit you guys back.

Current mood: Bumed
Currently Listening in: Fire [Kitchie Nadal]
Watching: Silent Hill 2 parody
On the pic: Just took a hot shower, uh the face? o:

Anyways I don't know what came in to me. I suddenly had the heart to open The Sims to kill boredom. Have to go for a while. I'll update later for further info's. In the meantime, I'll make a sig for my blogger before I play Sims.

*update!

2007-08-17T08:13:00.000+08:00

After long tiring hours, I managed to pick a layout and edit some few codes! I'm slumped on my seat and my eyes glued at the monitor since an hour ago and I can't pick the right colors for my blog. So anyways, we were supposed to have our quarterly exam yesterday and on Thursday but guess what? PAG-ASA announced that classes are suspended due to the typhoon Egay w/c isn't affecting in our place nor in other areas of Bataan. In fact, today is a very bright and not-so-sunny morning. A drizzle of rain poured down a while ago but that's it. It's windy and all but I can still stand outside. The only heavy rains here are those when night kicks in. I hate it. Why? I want the exams to end. I've been studying non-stop since yesterday for nothing. I'm already forgetting the lessons that I have read and to make things worse, my mum is going home tomorrow and will be asking gazillion of questions concerning my grades, about school, the exam, reviews and such annoying things. You don't know how much my mum gets annoying when she asks those kinds of stuff. As if she doesn't care about how I feel. All she wants for me is to get high grades. And know what? I got 7 out of 10 in my Chemistry quiz and she got disappointed at it! TALK ABOUT OVER-ACTING. I'm happy at that score. She's just so WHATEVER. I don't want to talk about these stuffs lately but now, well.. I'm up and open for it. These weird feelings just came out somewhere. Or maybe, just maybe, I'm a weird person. Lol.

Mello / Dheyan comeback

2007-07-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

(DEATHNOTE SPOILER)
I fell inlove with Mihael Keehl again, popularly known as Mello to some viewers. I got over with him last week and when I saw this GIF of him(shown above this post) it made me think over again that he's one piece of hotness after all. Yesterday, I glued in my mind that he's a cute rebel who wants to surpass Near but then later on when some of my friends got addicted to him too, I began to love him again. I know, he's an anime character and I love anime! But hey, Deathnote has a live action series and a movie! The thing is, I haven't watched it yet and I heard it sucked. But I don't know, who am I to judge the movie when I haven't saw it yet. So far, I watched the trailer in Youtube. Misa's hair is black! *pissed*

Oh and, Bataan smart clan Dheyanz? I came back in the code name Misa Amane (:

DOTA help

2007-07-14T14:44:00.000+08:00

To someone who will be reading more of my post, please teach me how to play DOTA! Everytime I sit at different tables in class, they all talk about it and to think that I am seated next to an 'Addictian'(guy groupie in III-Copernicus who plays various PC games) I seemed to be curious about their serious talks about it's world and such. Stated in my profile that I am a gamer, I am desperately searching for a person to teach me how! I'm available during weekday afternoon!! :(

COMMERCIAL BREAK:

I updated my friendster account and primary photo, tadaa!- Isn't it eye-popping and bright? I'm not usually into pink but it adds details to my primary photo! Besides, my old black & white profile wouldn't fit with the new pink/yellow one. Oh and, I'm starting to get the habit of getting addicted to Photoshop :)

-END-

So where was I? About the DOTA help offer, anyone can approach me! Can DOTA be downloaded? Because I really prefer to play in my houses. With all those expert guys at the computer shot, I presume I wouldn't concentrate at all. Anyhow, I have to go now since it's raining so hard in here. I'm still exhausted from school yesterday. And I'm really happy because we don't have any homeworks at all :D But I bet the teachers would leave us tons of seat works and exams by the time Monday kicks in.

SCHOOL!

2007-07-13T17:53:00.001+08:00

So like I haven't been updating for the last few months, and I think it isn't because of school works. Maybe it's my habit of posting for next week, or so at least for next month. And I am seriously having trouble with my grammar. I don't know why, but maybe because of the hectic schedules at school. Oh yeah and did I ever forget to mention school?

Physics 7:00am-8:20am (Mrs. Melu)
you can start complaining, first subject in the morning..
Algebra 8:20am-9:12am (Mrs. Balagot)
another brain-kicking subject
Recess 9:12am-9:42am
Filipino 9:42am-10:20am
English 10:20am-11:12am
MAPEH 11:12am-12:00nn
Lunch Break
Chemistry 12:48pm-1:12pm
Statistics 1:12pm-2:20pm
TLE 2:20-3:00pm
Social Studies 3:00pm-4:12pm
Journalism 4:12-5:12pm
Values Education 5:12pm-6:00pm

I'm not really sure about our schedule, but that's how it goes. So far my friends and I unbelievably signed up for various school clubs. It's a first. We were all just laughing about it until my friend asked if we want to sign up for the screening in Extra(TRC's newspaper) and I go by the line: "Yeah sure why not?" and then all of us agreed, except for the one who asked to join =/ The screening was quite scary but it's okay, since there are few familiar faces and all are nice schoolmates. We were asked to pick a topic out of House and Slippers and I chose the first option because it seemed easier. Desiree, Clarissa and I tried out for Featured Writing and Copy-reading while Rujie goes for Photo Journalism. A week later and the results finally came, it shows that Clarissa, Rujie and I passed. Desiree unfortunately, let's not use the word failed but didn't pass for I don't know what reason. It's sad but I guess it's ok since Kathleen, Kean and the 3 other girls in my 'kada are going to audition for Dance Troupe UNBELIEVABLE again :P

Taggg

2007-06-03T07:57:00.000+08:00

I ish tagged by Trixielle

This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6people to be tagged and list their names.
After you do that, leave them a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog

6 weird things about me:

• I'm 5'2 since I was in grade 3. I really think it's weird, my friends are all growing up so fast. They're leaving me behind =/ My parents told me I will probably start increasing height by the time I step in high school, well, increase my ass. I think I shrunk into 5'1.

• I have frog fingers and I can bend them. This is probably the weirdest thing in my body. You know cellphone fingers? Well, it's much more better than mine! During flag ceremonies at my school, when we do the 'Panunumpa sa Watawat' thing, I can't hold them straight. I get embarassed at times. I have think I might live with it.

• I don't make sounds when I laugh. o_O I don't know if this is normal. Yeah I make sounds coming out from my mouth, exemptions for talking/singing/etc.. But does breathing counts?

• I know how to fire guns but don't know hot to reload. Hmm, my brother told me how to reload. Same goes to some of my guy friends, but I can't seem to remember so- yada cut the chase I don't even think it's weird.

• I can copy voices. The best thing I ever have. I do prank calls when I was just a kid. When I was just a kid, okay? Don't sue me. I used to pretend I was my mum using her voice, and whenever I receive calls from the school that they need to go there for my behavior, I used to talk to them and tell that my mum won't come. I can still do those voices though, however I have limitations. I can't copy deep voices.

• Forgot to breathe one time. I need a philosopher to figure this one out. Last time I was brushing my tooth then I choked and collapsed. The first thing I saw when I woke up was a fluorescent light in a hospital room. Oh well, I was crying really mad at that time and thinking deeply that I forgot to ..ermm~ *cough* breath.

May 30 celebration

2007-05-31T10:42:00.000+08:00

My Tita Lina celebrated her birthday (sorry, don't know how old she is and even if I asked, I'd definitely have bukols by now :P) at Louis, local restaurant in Balanga City. We arrived at 7:48pm which the celebration is to be started at 7:30pm. We weren't that late nor that early, but they were all talking as soon as we stepped foot at the resto. The tables were long and the food isn't served yet. I didn't have appetite at that night, I really don't like what they serve there and even if it wasn't, my braces still hurts. We were seated next to Tita Lina. There was no food or appetizers, leaving me to my iPod and cellphone. Nothing much have happened yesterday, just for the food part and my cousins growing up *sighs*. I only ate the spicy chicken (which isn't that spicy much) and fruit salad. Not my usual dinner routine..

Tomorrow we're going to Angeles again to put the braces in my lower teeth and pull off 3 of my teeth. And no, I ain't excited about it. When I think about it, I felt the urge of shuddering. What more could I eat after the whole week of torture? :(

The Kick-Out file

2007-05-30T11:36:00.000+08:00

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Unusual doings at school:

• Sitting down at 5th floor's roof of College Dept.
• Climbing at the fences
• Roller-blading at the marble bench floors
• Vandalizing (chairs, walls, mirror)
• Surfing on the net with explicit sites
• Disrespect for teachers

Uh, besides that.. What else did I do? *pouts*

Metallic Bounds.

2007-05-30T08:45:00.001+08:00

Vacation is almost over and so far, I haven't done anything fun lately. My last two months were rather boring or plain. Sad to say, I miss being in school. I barely can't wait to talk to my friends again! Seriously, we haven't been in touch for a month. This long wait is torturing me. I'm starting off my Junior years in a brand new look. Let's picture it: me in thin black eyeliner, black headband with silver jewels, long necklace, totally beaded & leather bracelets, colorless lip balm, straight-do bangs & braces. Oh braces? Did I ever tell you that I finally have these braces? It made me look so .. sophisticated (much?) Nevertheless, I like it in a way. A way that it hurts so much and I can't eat properly. Things that would forever haunt me but I could get used to this, can I?

It all started when we were going to shop at SM Pampanga for new clothes, and my dad had a hearing in one of the courts in Pampanga. My mom was thinking I should get braces since Angeles City is just few miles away from the court. I started thinking about it, "Well it's about time I get a new look." I told my mom I would go, but I really don't want to. Nowadays, I feel so fat. One of the major reasons why I won't go out all this times in vacation month. So there, they were all dressed and waiting for me. We got in the car and into the court. While waiting, my mom suddenly told me all about when he met my dad! It as the first time we could ever talk like this and I was so happy hearing it. Although it's kinda weird and unclear, I still managed to have few good laughs about it. I mean, I'm not in-touch with my emotions because I tend to keep it for myself. My mom does the talking and I do the asking. When my father arrived, I kept teasing him about his dirty toenails that my mum told me at the story w/c made her turn-off. Poor father, doesn't have any idea about it.

Fast-forward to the driving scene and now we arrive at Malijan Clinic. My cousin and uncle lives there(not alone). She checked my teeth, cleaned it and all. We talked about it while eating lunch at a nearby resto. I ate cheeseburger and ice cream(probably my best eat ever) and after that, we went to an Orthodontic clinic for my X-ray(for the teeth) and we went back to the clinic again. That's when they started putting braces on my upper teeth. It hurts, that's the only thing I could say. It wasn't good nor bad at all. When I had it on, I didn't realize that I had one 'cuz it doesn't hurt, I looked at myself in the mirror to see my teeth and presto! I have my braces on! But the dentist(my cousin) told me to go back at the clinic after a week because she'll be putting braces at my lower teeth, pull 3 of my teeth out and make the braces tighter. It's not easy recovering from those braces I tell you! I had to eat noodles and soups everyday and it still hurts. Every hour and even when I try to sleep, the pain emerges and I was pissed most of the time and very quiet.

So that was my tattle-tail story on how I got my braces on. It doesn't hurt too much now like a few days ago, but I assume I'll be having those tooth-aches again by the time they tighten these braces. Oh boy, this is going to be a long hell of a year.

2007-05-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

i am truly addicted with it ;]

2007-04-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

well so far we had our shopping at Subic in Freeport/Royal. it was for our fiesta this saturday. last time i checked, we went out of Balanga at 10:30am and went back at 3:00pm. so much for buying. i just bought big pack of lays, cheetos, 2 smores like i always buy and 2 body spray's that i've been dying to have! vanilla & rose! :D they were luscious <3 style="font-weight: bold;">chocolate fondue.

besides our exceptional shopping for food, we ate at Meat Plus for lunch. i remember ordering a tenderloin w/ a cup of rice & banana split for dessert. and it'll probably the last banana split i will ever have. i got stuffed at the tenderloin & fries from my dad's plate. i didn't expect the ice cream at the split would be 3! w/ all different flavors. let me show you.

that will be the last time probably, 'cuz until now, i'm still full. i can't even drink water. yeah it was yummy but i had to finish it all, it costs 150php. my mum, dad and i all shared it, but the ice cream were big, and it's too sweet. T__T

2007-04-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

my gosh. i can't believe how long i was gone, and kept this account deserted. as I've read my older posts, i shuddered slightly but laughed my heart out. you see, it's been days, months, a year? i can't see that i AM growing up, am i? of course i won't deny that fact. observe my other posts~

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okay, lol that was pretty lame. anyhow, i think i might revive this again. and leave it after a month. you know how this flow goes on. where do i start? ah yes, i last left this unchained memories at Christmas. today is april 25,2007. i guess it's been 3-4 months, that's should be long enough. lots of stories unfold.

January;
> this should be new year. 3rd periodical exams, birthdays, complications. what a nice way to start this new year. how i manage to cope up w/ this guy, Jayvee. i met him at this clan, w/c was pretty lame. he got my attention, we share same interests. he was sweet, charming & a bad boy... chinito, i presume. we broke up not that long enough. 4th week of january, i got excited at valentines. having a new boyfriend wasn't in my list since he broke my heart. yeah i admit i was wrong to not trust him but hey- once a cheater always a cheater.

February;
> if it wasn't for her, things wouldn't go wrong. not in this way. i was desperate of having a new boyfriend since my rival was competing me with this kiss dare thing. i searched for guys through the net who's just around our area which is probably childish and lame but since it's a stupid bet, i will. i finally found one, who i think is very attached to girls. he was nice i assume, chinito again, probably playboy. i knew him that sunday night, 3 days before valentines day. he calls me and his voice was all groggy and deep. for a 15 year old guy like him, he looked like 14 in personal but i thought he was 17 when i haven't met him yet! so fast forward-
> lately i joined this clan, Dheyanz. this was the first time i joined in a close-society clan. we had meetings, or what you call gathering. usually, we meet up in DFS park, talking about issues, rules, new members, event. i recruited some of my friends like Clarissa&Desiree. i'm sure clariz was knocking herself out, while Desi was being inactive. she didn't like clans i guess. as for clariz&i, we were having the most times of our lives. i soon fell inlove w/ the guy i just met, he was so sweet BUT very childish. we got closer at the clan. i thought my social life was just starting, but it seemed it that's just it.

March;
> i grew much more feelings to the guy. he knew it since it was too obvious. i tried to forget him but i just can't. it seems i wasn't his type of girl. i made this thing with him which i probably would regret forever. final exams was so close too. when i browsed my notes&books, i couldn't believe it was so long! there was these complicated forumlas and memorization. aside from the study problem, i was having a heartache with HIM at the same time w/c makes it disasteriffic.
> the final exams' result came, i was so happy that this sophomore years were finally over and i am now in junior. but let's cut the chase, there were some unsatisfying parts of the exam. it's true that i got average scores, mostly in hard exams. i did fine i guess- WRONG.
> our class adviser got the most shocking news ever that would change our life. Earvin, Pete, Raph and I were being called at the English Dept. where our adviser's lair is. he told us he's sorry, for we've been evicted from Star Section class, for what we call, II-Kepler of the moment. the news came flashing all over the 2nd yr. dept. and i broke down in fits. i couldn't believe i was THAT so bad in my class. desperately hoping for a chance, i asked my adviser what subjects i failed. and now this crank my juices up, CHEMISTRY. of all the hard & un-liked subjects, i didn't have the slightest clue that it would change my life. and supposed that THIS subject was HIS favorite subject. it was a link. going back at home, my mum asked for the results. i couldn't talk or move at that time. i tried holding back my tears but it just burst out without my permission.

" Bumagsak ako sa chemistry,"
I failed my chesmitry subject

"Ha, edi paano 'yun? Wala ka na sa SP?"
What, so how's that? You're not in SP anymore?

"Oo yata,"
I believe so

"Paano nangyari 'yun?"
How did that happen?

"Hindi ko nga rin alam eh! Pasado naman mga grades ko dun, nagpasa naman ako ng project. Ewan ko!"
I don't even know! My grades were okay, i passes my projects. I don't know!

> that was the last convo. i had w/ my mum where i broke down. she kinda pitied me for it and couldn't help to see me crying so she went straight ahead at school and had a talk w/ the principal. she tried to convince to give me another chance, and so as the other kids. he thought about it over and he did. he approved, but this will be the LAST.
> i made contact w/ the 3 of them, apparently they already knew. we had to take up all 4th grading activities, exercises and exams again. we were like having this summer torture class. good thing Clariz was there to support me.
> when the new result came, it was the 5th time i jumped in joy. i got 80! how cool is that? then again, dangerous. *sighs* too bad for raph, he passed Chemistry. but he still had to deal w/ TLE, which sucks that he couldn't make it. in the end, he was the only one who's supposed to be changing sections. i kinda felt sad, he was the 1st guy who was linked to me in SP. he was so aggressive, egoistic but funny at the same time. he was w/ the bad guys' crew but i know that he's a really great friend! the death of rommel 'caused him lots of trauma, he was like the nicest friend ever. i believe he misses rommel too. like i am, this was the first time i encountered some passing away who was a friend of mine. we weren't close, but he was your ideal student. smart, patient&thoughtful. that's how to define rommel.

April;
> now here's a different side of story. it's occasionally hot here in Bataan, but since it summer, it made the word 'hot' a little something more. we had vacation in baguio for first. it was 'effin cold there and i was freezing to death everytime morning came. we weren't that long for we departed after 3 days. i am now taking private guitar sessions, 3 days a week. i'm also joining my mum in her aerobics session. there's a nearby gym just for walking distance so we took the courage and signed up there. latest obsession is Resident evil <3

2006-12-23T09:26:00.000+08:00

2days before christmas. it's been forever since i last updated my blogger. i was very bored to post a lot, even at forums *sigh* lots of things have changed too. from blogger to everything. i have new digi-cam btw. and i have my loviee justin. i've changed too. from looks to attitude. but i guess i'm still the same person who loves anime / games / cam whoring ;]

i can't wait 'till christmas ! even though i don't feel the christmas spirit, i want to open gifts&have bondings with my family/friends, wear my new clothes&of course, cam whoring again =P i still have the same cellphone but i do hope to receive a new one this christmas. i wanna change too. i don't list down my resolutions in new years day but i want to do it in my own will.

i'm getting fat *twitches* there are so many chocolates in the fridge from my mom. and oh, my mom just came back from Phili since dec. 2 if i believe so our household is being normal again ^__^ and today, my niece&nephew are here. my parents are going to take care of them and err- it includes me. kyra is mao&i's daughter and neo is going to be sheena&i's son. haha yeahh i'm being gay :33

before christmas ends, i would like to clear up things from the people who are angry to me. i'm sorry if you guys are really jealous of me but that's the way i am ;] haha lmao that was REALLY gay =P

2006-11-05T08:09:00.000+08:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

2006-11-03T16:27:00.000+08:00

Enough for this femministic feelings. I decided to be bisexual from now on and you know I can't do it, you just know I can't. If ever I didn't, I'd hate boys of my teenage years except for my daddy, my brother and the Juvenille guys. No more line-up sections for those who're courting me. NO MORE. I'd rather see them getting hurt than losing my dignity. You know how bad and selfish I get at these times. The teenage guys that I will only love would be Kailler Lee, Kyle Schmitz, Leandro Corpez, Alexander Belmontheous, Micho and Miko twins and a lot more of Juvenille. >:/ I love mama Lester, Alchemist Jonald and Leo_Afable and Junko[Juju!!] x33.

Enough of the second chances. Not only seconds, but multiple of ones. I had the heart to give them a chance but I guess I was too nice of it that I didn't think of myself first.[sigh]

2006-11-01T10:12:00.000+08:00

OMG I can't believe that my brother did not just forgot FFXII and FFVII:DOC but he doesn't know where it is! Could you believe it!? I've been waiting for the PS2 since the 3rd week of October and today's November 1 already! RE:4 is missing as well and so as RE:Outbreak. And now he's playing upstairs with is beloved DBZ game! Friendster is being gay at the moment and won't let me open the homepage. Juju is so sweet. I wuff him as my mushroom and nothing else `ayt? Besides, I love Cyrus to death but I don't love him wholly because if I did, I would end up getting hurt if we break up. So, enough for the spare detaisl, I just needed to tell it because I'm not really in the mood today, that's why I ate 2 cups of RockyRoad ice cream.

We're going to MemorialPark[cemetery] this night[I guess all people are] and that means cam whoring!!! Tou erie for the pictures that would show some paranormal faces. Tou eire tou erie :]]] Additional pictures to Multiply[BAH!I'm currently inactive there]

2006-10-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

Blogger is being gay. I apologize for the ff. tiny fonts before this post. As I have said, blogger is being gay. Nothing much had happened today than an upset tummy[and no, it's not what you think]. The inside of my body is like bring shredder. It hurts so bad. And you know how much I say words meanfully. When I said it hurts REALLY bad, you don`t know how that is.

2006-10-26T08:54:00.000+08:00

I wanna go to the grocery today. My face is getting rough, I need to use facial wash now. Im so hungry, I want chocolate. Craving for more and more candies and pancit canton extra hot. It's the only food that I eat whenever Im hungry. I kinda miss eating it though my father doesnt want me to smell the aroma of the food. Almoranas, sheesh.

The intrams yesterday sucked. No marriage booths, blind date booths and horror booths. Nothing at all. Just a stall of pop ice drinks and colorful souvenirs made by some KEPLER&&FARADAY students w/ Ma`am Hope. I didnt buy any since the price was kinda big for me. P12 ahaha xDD. i have P100 allowance everyday and Im saving a lot for the future [whoa, is that me?o__o]

So anyways, maybe I'll post later. Cyrus is going to call me again. And dont ask who Cyrus is. Ahaha, you'll never know ;]

2006-10-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

saturday was not just an ordinary day. you see, i was going to buy my new cellphone but instead, i bought 3 shopping bags full of new clothes and accessories [that's the way a girl could be seen as 'normal'(:] we checked in at Crowne Plaza near Galeria mall and you'd never guess who i sat beside with, Batista!! xDD besides anime, i am a total freak when it comes to WWE/RAW. the undertaker complimented my clothes today with an ease, and was it him? cuz i never thought that a famous 300[?] pounder like him would say "rad top" at my wild wardrobe. i appreciated it though, a little flattered(:

at the other end of the day, i doubt he loves me =[[[ i miss my weiko. i wish he never hurt me so much. i wanna be a bi. i think i dont wanna love anymore. i dont care whether i hurt someone. its about time i think for myself ONLY. and i better stop the miss goody good act before i hurt myself uninstantly[sigh]

2006-10-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

good thing she encouraged me to post on blogger again. charmms~ your blog inspired me to write down again once more x33 anyways, it's Rommel's 40 days tommorow. you see, i have been posting a lot at my other blog [at my xanga account] that have forgotten the old days of my blogger account [hugs] how i missed writing here xP

so, here's the deal. it sucks that our 2nd final exams aren't over. still continuation. values ed[sighs] on Monday. No classes for Tuesday and intrams for wednesday-friday. i have a very very busy week[like hell don't i ever have] for these next upcoming days. for first, i will be helping the junior-senior committee for the set-up in our blind date booth to be held at our room. i myself is getting excited for that event. sucks though that intrams in only for 3 days. and then sem break for a week. and damn was it so ungodly.

so yeah, analog is is bugging me. i havent replied his msg for 36 minutes. i have to go. post tomorrow~

2006-09-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

How would I start the post.. So today`s September 1,2oo6; Friday. I had the day to start with my friend Jo-Anna. We`re supposed to go out with Clifford and Clinton tomorrow but then Clinton wouldn`t go since he was bored. Psssh. So anyways we were planning what to do for tomorrow but I don`t think I`m in the mood for anything that day..

We were dismissed at 4:00 pm today. Teachers had an important meeting [ I believe so ] and I was booked for a meeting with Kristoffer[Chocobon]. We hanged out at the mall and ate at KFC; we also played basketball at Wonder Park. =]] I was quite shy because I had so many many wants but then he was too nice and gave me all I wanted. [ How sweet xD ] Lastly, we hanged out at T.Del`s outside lairs. We were close to each other [ TAKE NOTE: I like him only as a friend and nothing more ]. The last people who saw us was Nico, Ven, Ryan John, Kathleen, Kean and Melissa. I was blushing like hell. They thought we were couples and so as Kristoffer`s other gang. -___-;; I clearly noted him that I have a boyfriend and his name is 'Noreiko Jae'. He said it was okay. But then a thing happened. That 'thing' would clearly mark me for my unfaithfulness but seriously, I myself didn`t expect and did not want that to happen. We were walking home when he suddenly put his arms around my shoulder and started putting me close to him. I felt warm but I still don`t like him. I was scared that time because everyone around our area knows me very well as hell. I removed his hands around me and started faking giggles. So when we I was finally home, I looked around to see if there were people who I know but I saw noone. I was about to say goodbye, when he suddenly pushed me at a wall and kissed me forcefully. Dx

For the first time in my life, I felt comfortable hanging around with boys. I pushed him and he looked away. He said bye but I blushed.. I didn`t say anything at all. I felt my cheeks burning but I STILL DON`T LIKE HIM. Now I`m starting to feel being unfaithful to my bf. Yes I still love my boyfriend and I love him so much than anyone could think but then that kissing part.. >_>... I don`t know how to tell him. I didn`t like it actually. I felt uncomfortable. I told Kristoffer that if he ever did it again, I would actually hit his face hard. He laughed and said okay okay.

I beleive this day is really ...Really.. Unusual. Those card readings from Jo-Anna was true. Something HAD happen this afternoon. And I believe it`s unexpected.

2006-08-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

For starts, today`s event is the Linggo of Wika so we had no classes but we are invited to watch the fest. We were going to watch Da Vinci Code today at our house but then the others backed out and so as I. But then again, I would love to watch it. Dx

For the street dancing, sophomores[ mascara festival ] and the seniors[ i forgot the festival ] had the most awesome performance. The songs were all tap-beating which led me for watching it. Usually I`m not into these events, but Alson made me watch the fest. xDD Monica Marquez is the M.USE for the event. I wonder how she`s related to Zia Marquez. Besides, they look pretty similar.

I`m over with the 5 years for Edrian.
It`s simple as that but I don`t feel anything against him anymore. I wouldn`t want myself forcing into him. I just look silly, or rather than stupid. 5 years is good enough for those memories.

I miss being a kid. =[[[[

2006-08-27T11:10:00.000+08:00

Friendster is gay. I couldn`t update my profile properly because of the scrollbars. Pfffft. Anyways I am now addicted again at Gunbound. I had friends in there from other countries. I was quite surprised when someone said "Lmao. Go for that Froggie." Did I hear right? For the first time I stepped my hands on the kepboard and glued my eyes on the screen, username xXKiNgDAvEXx used the 'LMAO'. It was followed by 'lol'`s and 'biyach'`s. I was like, OMG. The perfect online guy chatter/gamer. I MUST PWN HiM. He`s in double silver axe level but I still beat him. He said he was from Arizona since last 5 years. We got along well but he`s not into anime. *BUMMER* But he promised me to add me up in Myspace and tag at my bloggies. xD I wonder when.

[ From Kuya Jeyo ]Right now I`m downloading another game called 'Maple Story'. I think it`s cute. :o The character designs are somewhat similar at Gaia but, I don`t know If I`m quite sure. I want the name Larxene! Dx

2006-08-26T11:05:00.000+08:00

It`s utterly unpassable how I manage to cope up with gazillion blogger accounts in different site names and post entries at them. I, on the other hand enjoy the blogs that I have made and others currently unactive. Truth to be told, I love searching my codename up at the search toolbars. You see, it`s fun. I love to be known. I want to be famous in good deeds. [ My current adequate motto ]

I`m downloading GunBound World Cup thingie. I figured that staring at my computer for the whole day is no fun at all. Besides, I could really use a little socializing on net games again. Xanga is acting gay. My layout is crushed. Bleh. The layouts that I was searching for xanga are bullshits. The background is nice and so as the content, but then all the letters are in caps. Total lowdown. So right now, 90% at GB. Ran Online and O2Jam were being gay as well. I couldn`t download them. It says fatal error.

Fatal error their ass! Now I`m stuck at GB again. *sigh*