Sunday, September 23, 2007

September is coming to an end and October is almost kicking in, which meant a whole lot of works and project on the line. And why so? Our science fair is going to start at October4-5 so we have one more week to prepare. So far, every SP sections are participating while I, on the other hand is trying to get busy. Dozens of problems suddenly swept in my foot and I don't know which one I should fix first. Friends, school, love, family, social life.. Gah! I'm so confused. I want to break down. Well, I always did but it never changed anything. Upcoming event is my mum's birthday to be celebrated at Sept30 in our house. LOL (: And so I'm addicted to Timbaland's The Way I Are song. It's stuck on my head over and over. Nothing much has really happened in this month. I'm bored and I've got nothing really to do. 2nd quarterly exams are going near, so as the Intramurals, Science Fair, etc.. So much for child abuse, I'm with a freshman student! D: Yes, I admit it's kinda 'WTF?' at first but heyy I like him so yadaa. Know the saying, "Age doesn't matter"? I think it really matters if you prioritize more on your dignity but me? I don't really give a damn.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

I have a great news! :D It's about school. Our Form 138 aka the Card is finally in our hands since yesterday afternoon! The grades aren't that high so you could all laugh at it. But hey! I got 3 line of 9's pronto & I guess I could be partially proud of it.. Want to hear the average?

Filipino 89
English 85
Math (Advanced Algeb) 81
Science III (Advance Chem) 83
MAKABAYAN 87
* Social Studies III 84
* TLE III 88
* MAPEH III 85
* Values ED III 90
Journalism / Creative Writing 91
BioTech / Advance Stat 90
Science III b (Basic Physics) 85

Although I flunked Algebra( did I ever mention I have the lowest grade in the subject?) and Chemistry(w/c I unbelievably believe I have a very low average since I got 5 perfect score in the quiz) I'm still happy with the line of 9's. My mum was quite proud when I handed them my report card. Yesterday when our class adviser handed me a wrong report card, I was laughing my ass out! I got 89.67 in general average, until Kate read the name and it wasn't mine. Poof! Which got me a low average of 86.38 (my real one). But I promise I'll try harder this 2nd quarter since according to my sources, this is the hardest grading. I'm not really satisfied with my grades but I could still bare with it. I didn't get the lowest average anyways.

Too bad I ain't in the mood for celebrating. The reason? Deadly diet pills. As much as hard as it is, I tried one yesterday. And I should say, the side-effects isn't going well for me. I felt really cold yesterday after I drank one. I still have my period which made me very emotional. But to tell the truth? It really is effective. I'm not encouraging friends or readers to buy one too. All that I'm saying is, it's bad for the body. Yes, I'm going to take 3 pills. Three whole pills in three consecutive days and that's it. I admit that I can't sleep at night, due to the cocaine inside it. In my other side of mind tells me I'm devouring on drugs. Another yes, the pills are drugs, uh, not quite, but I think it is. It all started when Nikita was getting slimmer, sexier, thiner or whatever sexy words you insert. I wasn't the only one who's noticing it, but also my friends. One time we went to the Girl's CR, this conversation suddenly occurs:

Nikx: Hey! Gusto nyo bang pumayat?
Me: Of course nman 'noh! (looking at Niki's blouse) Teka ha, ikaw nga pumapayat na eh! Have you noticed Issa?
Issa: Oo nga eh! Ano bang secret mo Nikki? Hehe..
Nikx: Try nyo Pearl White. It's really effective!
Me&Issa: Pearl white? Ano yun?
Nikx: Umm, gamot xa. Effective talaga promise! Acoh nga eh tingnan nyo (showing her uniform blouse) and luwag na nga saken nito eh (showing her uniform skirt) pati eto!

I suddenly noticed the thick black cycling she's wearing and no kidding, at that time I wanted to try one! The information they gave me was quite true, that you'll get sweaty everytime & lack the energy to eat food. Oh, and also you can't sleep at night. True enough, I slept at 1am earlier. Tired of stress yesterday, I retired at the bed at 10pm but I couldn't sleep. I think I closed my eyes at 10:30pm something? And woke up at 1am and slept at 1:30am and woke up again this 5am in the morning by my mum's bag zippers since they're going to Manila. I still have 3 more pills left (since Ina asked for one yesterday). I really want to lost these pounds! My hips, my waist, my arms, my legs, I want to burn all those fats and I'm really desperate! But the thoughts about dying haunts me. Like, is this really worth it?

Anyways, we have a 2day event at school. Youth for Christ camp! And I'm excited about it! It's gonna start this 8am in the morning. Rujie and Clarissa with drop by at out house to help me pack my things and such. So far I had a talk with one of the YFC officer. He said the activity's until midnight! WOOT! But I'm still scared, what if small amount of girls are present? Which leaves us at the scary lair of Tomas del Rosario College. And I DON'T want THAT to happen. So, I better start eating now and get dressed. Expect gazillion of photos and stories tomorrow! (:

Sunday, September 02, 2007

I'm so sorry if I haven't updated! I went to Manila for a vacation. Hospital vacation to be exact. I'm not going to write a long post fo` now. So let me summarize what happened. My father was confined at St. Lukes Medical Center. While in Manila, I ate heavy fast foods. Fats. Cholesterol. Yes. Oh, and I'm single. And now, it's for sure. I'm kinda sad.. I couldn't bare losing him. I cried so hard last time. And I know I started it and it's my fault. But I can't take it anymore. It's so hard dealing with him.

So much more, but I have to go now. Oh and, here's a late pic-post of the Chocolate Fondue.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

So sorry for not updating! I don't have much photos to put here this week since my mum stormed away the Digi-cam and I have too much pictures that I haven't uploaded yet. Anyways, 2 days ago, we celebrated my Tita's birthday at their house. I don't know how to explain much but there were lots of foods! Italian ones! I guess my other aunt was sensing I was coming since they served Italian and.. Chocolate Fondue! Hell yes! I got addicted with it! There were marshmallows and banana slices in serve and a few sticks bundled up together. I took one and poked the marshmallow. God was it so heaven. I love it~ ♥ And right now I'm missing it D: I have a photo of me eating it and the solo pic of the Fondue itself but like I have said, my mum took it away. So like I ate macaroni, beef fetuchini[?] and nothing else more. Since I already ate pancit canton in the house.

Yesterday? Was nothing really great. I was just in the house doing friendster, the net and watching. I didn't have load for the day since my smart textmates were lessen. Take note, my original sim card is still in use, by my ex, Gerome! I seriously miss my old sim card :[

I have nothing really to do today. I might double post later on since I'm so bored at the house. My dad won't let me out for some whatnot reason. Oh and belated happy birthday to Rujie and.. a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN LOYOLA. :]

[To Alvin:]
Hey! Sorry baka ndi kmi mkapunta ni Ichapot kela Bruno, wa money si Issa eh and baka ndi rin acoh pyagan pudra coh. Alam mo nman, regards nlng sa inuman nyo and bgo mong lovelife :P

Oi, para sau 2ng survey na 2 Monay! XD Haha, wala lang. Pa-epal lang kc eh :P

20 love questions
If you opened it, you have to do it.

1. Three Names You Go By:
* Nina, Nansvi, Kim. Misa would do. LOL

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right
Now?
* night gown, undies, headphones

Love Survey

You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY

[01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
* nope, wala na :]

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
* duh

03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
* none that i know :))

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?
* bloody many times.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
* depends.

[06] Whats your current problem?
* exam results

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
* everyone does

[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
* is.. crap. won't work out, unless makatakas ang lovelife nyo sa pang2time nya :P

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
* yes

[10] Do you believe the
statement, "Once a cheater always a
cheater"?
* YES >:]

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
* 2-4

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
* black orange pink

[14] Do you believe your truly love
only once?
* hmmm... next question please :P

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
* the idea's no, because you'll never
fall in love again 'cuz you belive
you've found the right person already.

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex.
* when i was.. prep. haha

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
* definitely Iris.

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
* yup :P

[19] Do you like anyone?
* yah

[20]Do you believe in second chances?
* no. never utmost.

Oh and I'm making a new story called, Juicy Fruit Pop. It's about 3 highschool lads who'll deal with life's challenges as they meet their lovers-in-crime, and we mean, literally in crime.

To Jancis, Yujina, Cathy, Thonnica, Joyce & Jaira, remember the story I promised? I'm kinda out of ideas kasi. x_x as of now, may 2 nagback-out, and reserved position. Eto list ng characters oh~

[+] Thonnica (Rich Kids)
[+] Cathy (Rich Kids)
[+] Yujina (Celebrity)
[+] Jahnz (Scholar)
[+] Joyce (Bully) Joyce, peace! Eto napunta sau eh :P
[+] Jaira (Normal Lifestyle)
[+] Nina (Transferee)

Bale ang kulang, exchange student and accelerated types. For applicants, please inform me at the Tagbox located at the right side of the page. Haha :)) So anyways, I have to eat my breakfast now. Like I'm so excited about it, I'm craving for Oatmeal! Though the taste seems like.. uhh a little, gasolina it's still healthy! I eat it for breakfast and dinner only. :P I'm going to buy flavored ones as soon as my dad and I finished the whole plain pack. No on my webcam for today guys, maybe later?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

And after 4 whole days of studying non-stop, our 1st quarterly exam are finally over! You can't exactly paint my grimy face since I don't know how to smile and in what angle. And I know it doesn't make sense so yadaaa. It started off on Tuesday morning, Physics & Filipino were first. I had a hard time in Physics! Since that's the only subject that I did not understand since the beginning of the lesson! I felt the urge of opening my notes but no I won't to that. The 2nd day was MAPEH and English. English was not that bad, except for the last parts. I forgot what are the kinds of expression & conjunctions D: Oh and MAPEH was HELL hard as HELL and you don't know how much HELL I would use. It was SO many. And to think I didn't study MAPEH, yes. No studying at all. Moving on, the 3rd day is Algebra and TLE. Both exams were okay at the first parts of the exam but when you get deeper on the page, it gets harder! Good thing I woke up at 4 in the morning just to study TLE since I studied Algebra since I went home from the 2nd exam day. Finally the last exam day, Social Studies and Journalism. I took 9 hours for reviewing Social Studies! I even forgot to review journalism and guess what?! None of the questions that I studied about was there! It got me mad. I mean, our teacher in Social Studies didn't give us the scope and type of test we're going to have, but I'm not mad at her. In Journalism, I only studied about those with the identification & enumeration notes but who would've thought she would write fill in the blanks about the Do's and Dont's in that subject.

As the exams were over, I felt relaxed but not really relived since we still don't know what the results are. I don't know if I'll fail but yes I'm sure I'll fail. I have the knack of forgetting all the things I studied about when the exams are there so I don't know. Let's just wait and see.

So today is Saturday, and I have nothing to do really. Since I'm sure my dad won't allow me to go out with Clarissa anymore and my mum, knowing my mum. *sigh* I am SO bored! To think we'll have a 4day vacation, and classes will be resumed at Wednesday, I don't know what else to do. Any bright ideas?

On my webcam:

Another webcam pic~ xD! Since I'm bored to death yesterday and just went home from McDo, I decided to take webcam shots again from my YM. Right now I'm feeling dirty, literally. I might go for a hot shower after this post.

Current mood: Sleepy
Currently Listening In: Ikaw Lamang [Silent Sanctuary]
Watching: Monster-In-Law
On the pic: Burger McDo from.. McDo :) Red/Black ribbon & bear bands, black choker w/ silver details (Correct me if I'm wrong, I don't even know if choker is the right word from my accessory in my right arm)

From the last post I had, my sims is deleted. It's sad since I want to play. So maybe it's just me, and the PC, and my iPod, my phone, my 2 cell phones & the TV. Life is quite boring nee? But it's amazing (:

Saturday, August 18, 2007

I'm bored, weakly bored. But not bored to death though. Today's another not-so-bright Saturday morning. The rain has stopped but I guess it'll pass by again after a couple of minutes. My mum arrived home at 8:00am, not really so excited about it. I woke up at 5:30 in the morning to be greeted by text messages from Tholitz telling me nasty stuffs about my texting habits. Truth is, I didn't text anyone in my globe sin besides Yujina, Armi & Craisberl. I don't get why he's so jealous at all. They're my friends so what's the problem with that? I guess I'll have to learn more about him and try to understand his reasons. The funny part about it is I get jealous too whenever I see his girls and whatsoever persons. Yes, his friends are all nice and.. wild (?) but they're really friendly to me. They're all happy persons and oh-so-sarcastic but hey it's enthusiastic much :) I want this week to be over. The long vacation is keeping me up all day to study and now my mum is here, *sigh* it'll be one tough day. Oh and my webcam is working again! :D

On my webcam:

I know it's a crappy pic from Yahoo Messenger, but that's all I could pose right now. It's live la~ :3 You can all ask for my YM ID in my tagbox and I'll hit you guys back.

Current mood: Bumed
Currently Listening in: Fire [Kitchie Nadal]
Watching: Silent Hill 2 parody
On the pic: Just took a hot shower, uh the face? o:

Anyways I don't know what came in to me. I suddenly had the heart to open The Sims to kill boredom. Have to go for a while. I'll update later for further info's. In the meantime, I'll make a sig for my blogger before I play Sims.

Friday, August 17, 2007

After long tiring hours, I managed to pick a layout and edit some few codes! I'm slumped on my seat and my eyes glued at the monitor since an hour ago and I can't pick the right colors for my blog. So anyways, we were supposed to have our quarterly exam yesterday and on Thursday but guess what? PAG-ASA announced that classes are suspended due to the typhoon Egay w/c isn't affecting in our place nor in other areas of Bataan. In fact, today is a very bright and not-so-sunny morning. A drizzle of rain poured down a while ago but that's it. It's windy and all but I can still stand outside. The only heavy rains here are those when night kicks in. I hate it. Why? I want the exams to end. I've been studying non-stop since yesterday for nothing. I'm already forgetting the lessons that I have read and to make things worse, my mum is going home tomorrow and will be asking gazillion of questions concerning my grades, about school, the exam, reviews and such annoying things. You don't know how much my mum gets annoying when she asks those kinds of stuff. As if she doesn't care about how I feel. All she wants for me is to get high grades. And know what? I got 7 out of 10 in my Chemistry quiz and she got disappointed at it! TALK ABOUT OVER-ACTING. I'm happy at that score. She's just so WHATEVER. I don't want to talk about these stuffs lately but now, well.. I'm up and open for it. These weird feelings just came out somewhere. Or maybe, just maybe, I'm a weird person. Lol.